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There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 01 from race 01 and my horse's name was Monte. It's an ode to a caustic and fun friend of mine named Monty who passed away a few years back.

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Dead friend Monty
You name meant mountain
You weren’t much of a hiker
(With your cane and your sarcasm)
But you faced your storms
Angry and fist raised
Naked on life’s precarious hillside

You insulted us all
to make us laugh and feel noticed
and you did the same to life

For some, spite is a mode of travel
Defiance is a gear
found surprisingly deep in the spirit

Monty, you exposed nerve
Smiling through the rage and pain

My bartender
Pour me a pint and tell I’m ugly
Because I miss you





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It’s astounding to me that someone
That took up so much space
Can be gone
And then, years later,
Still be gone




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You left me a message once
Your voice trapped in my phone
A moth in a jar softly hitting the edges
Telling me about a poem you thought I’d like
Reciting it
And you were right

Later you became a poem yourself
Leaving beautiful evidence of yourself behind
A finite wake of archaeological shards
Video clips and photographs
And a couple of books

I found a poem the other day that I thought you’d like
And I left you a message
By reciting it softly to the air
A moth free to find its way
To wherever your light is now



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The linear ladder of death
Is one we’re all familiar with
The way it’s supposed to happen is:

A pet or two
A grandparent
Then another
(actors and musicians your parents liked and looked up to)
Possibly a friend or two by accident, addiction, or their own hand
One parent
Then another
(actors and musicians you yourself liked and looked up to)
A few people you were acquainted with, not too much older than you
Then it’s close friends
Maybe your spouse if you don’t go first
Then it’s you

With the hope that your children, if you have them, have outlived you
With the hope that each rung prepares you for the next one

But sometimes the rungs happen out of order
And you become someone that people can’t quite relate to
A tragedy with sharp edges that can scarecrow a conversation
People tighten smiles and nod with love and ignorance
Helplessly uncomfortable around the reminder of you
Or wanting to help, help, help

The rungs can shuffle and jostle for position
Making each step a gamble
Life becoming less predictable and more valuable much too early
Sidestepping some people out of the flow of normal
It pierces the veil for those unlucky few
Pressuring them to look at what others have the luxury to shun
They’re forced to rush up and then back down the ladder

There can be a magic to it
Like x-ray vision
A power to knowing how capricious death can be
How whimsically random existence is
How fragile and chaotic
But it’s cursed knowledge

The thing about ladders, though
Is that it’s better to have people bracing it for you
Friends that hold on to it and stabilize it
Giving you support so you don’t fall off




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Death rides a pale horse
And you are the horse
And death has sharp spurs


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And old age will wear me
Like I wear clothes
And cancer will claim me
Like settlers claimed territory
And I will end
Mid sentence
Like no stories do
All of our lives end interrupted
My body adding to the billions of footnotes of history
That are only ever read or referenced
By a select few friends
Until they too die
Which is a comfort
Temporary
Transient
Us



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Tonight was Annika’s death dance.

In the land of fae, dance was an art form to be perfected. It elevated a performer to a demigod status. The best dancers were enshrined in memory going back thousands of years. And the best dancers, the ones that lived on in immortality in everyone’s memories, the ones that achieved fame that had a radioactive half-life of millennia, performed a death dance.

A lot of comedians become famous for one routine. A lot of musicians become famous for that one song. And a lot of dancers become famous for that one dance.

The dance that everyone wants. The dance that transcends and transports. That one dance that so beautifully expresses that one emotion or story.

And once a dancer has achieved that dance.
Once a dancer is famous for that dance.
And then once a dancer has perfected that dance.
The can sell tickets for thousands, sometimes millions of dollar each for the one-time only death dance.

They kill themselves at the end of the dance.

A dancer can announce that they intend to do this by adding a symbolic immolation move at the end of their famous dance one night. A fake dagger. Enchanted silk fire. A wooden gun. Something that says “This is how I will suicide at the end of this dance when I am ready. When I am at my height. When I have the dance perfect.”

One remembers the dance of Ethsheba at the age of 907. Withered and rickety, pockmarked and sagging, she executed the moves perfectly. The moves of wistfulness remembrance of youth. Moves that tore the audience’s nostalgia out and shredded it. The fae of that audience needed counseling for years after the clarity of that dance.

At the end, she leapt of the stage toward the audience, neck through a noose snaking up to the lights. A suicidal stage dive farewell. The snap was heard around the arena before the orchestra ramped up a strike that shattered windows. It was a religious experience.

The death of a dancer is no small thing and dancers don’t take it lightly. There are some premature deaths. Dancers that believe they’re ready and either mess up the dance and chicken out to financial failure and artistic ruin. Or dancers that execute their mediocre dance to a half-full house and a smattering of lukewarm applause.

But those cautionary tales usually help keep the edge of the death dance sharp. Only the experts do it and only when they feel that have perfected their unique dance.

Dannika was going to dance tonight.

A dance of boredom. A new subject or at least one rarely explored. Most dancers danced to reveal lost or love gained or ennui or triumph. This would be new ground.

She took her place behind the wings and waited for the silence to begin.
She would have no music. And her choreography was simple.

The arena was full. Her estate would be worth billions after tonight. Her children and employees would be set for their unnaturally long lives.

She breathed and stepped forward.


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The sound of the cards hitting the table was like a shark giving up on life. A drainpipe stuffed with explosive diarrhea on a stormy night finally giving up the blockage to the rain in a gush beside the house. It was a flat sound of dismay lost among many others.

In a casino, life savings get lost every second. People drown in amongst the waves of jangling noise and flashing lights. Sure there are distractions to make sure that you don’t leave, that you don’t look down, that you don’t go to sleep. But there are also distractions to make sure you don’t notice the people around you dying.

Juggy Peters had just lost his entire house and was in debt for 500 thousand dollars. And it wasn’t debt owed to the nice kind of person that would loan money to losers in Nevada. Juggy wouldn’t have hands in the morning if he was lucky. He’d be dead if he wasn’t.

Reeling, he stepped back from the busted hand, the shit river, and the thieving flop that had killed him. Of course he blamed the dealer. Of course he blamed the cards. Of course he blamed the gods themselves. He had felt the track. He had felt the real winter of luck coming spiraling down the slide into his body. He knew he’d been possessed by the probability dragon. He could feel it searing his veins. He eyes glowed with x-ray right choices and no whammies.

He maintained that he wasn’t wrong about that.

As he tried to shimmy around the slots, possibly even in between the air molecules to another dimension, his doom gave him a lightheadedness. This was the end of a very long road. A road he was tired of.

He didn’t recognize self-destruction or implosion. He wondered if he would recognize insanity. His lovers and wives had all left. His children didn’t speak to him. He had no friends except a royal flush, full house, or four of a kind.

The problem was that he had been really good. Untouchable for an entire year.

After that, it was like jumping out of a plane in a great parachute. A beautiful, slow, and totally unstoppable descent.

Even this casino was a last straw of sorts. The big houses wouldn’t let him in anymore after those vulgar displays of spittle and rage. Not that it made a difference. A few cocktail servers had to change their uniforms after he splashed drinks on them. A few bouncers had to wash their suits after he bled on them. A few decks of cards needed to be switched out after he threw them. Just ripples after a small rock hitting a pond. Minor rearrangements of the taught elastic fabric of reality, immediately oscillating back to straight and static. Like a plucked string shuddering back to normal.

He hadn’t caused any hardship. He’d barely caused annoyance.

What a greased slide his life had been. Nice and easy down the chute.

And here he was. Not at the bottom yet but very near the impact waiting for him at the end.

He straightened his tie and headed out the front of the casino. He wasn’t going to be thrown out of this one.

He took two steps.

He felt the large, polite, gentle-for-now hand on his shoulder and looked up into night-time sunglasses perched on a very flat boxer’s nose.

“Juggy Peters?” graveled the wall of flesh stuffed into the black suit.

“What? No. He’s back there at the roulette wheel. My name’s…….yeah. I’m Juggy Peters.” he said. The reflex of running kicking up a last rabbit of spasming self-preservation before laying still.

“Nice. Nice. That’s what I like to see. Let’s go the limo. Donnie’s waiting. We know you don’t have the money. It’s okay. It’s okay.” he soothed and slowly pushed him towards an open limo door. It was like being pushed by the ocean. No resistance was possible. He slowly surfed into the car, pouring into the leather seat. The car even rocked just the smallest bit on its suspension. A small sway before settling.

Donnie was inside sitting across from him. The door closed. The limo pulled away. Donnie leaned forward.

“You know, Juggy. I like these moments. It’s because of the honesty, y’know? You don’t have to promise me some bullshit promise and I don’t have to bullshit that I believe your bullshit promise. We both know this is it. You came quietly and you’ve always been a stand-up guy so I’m going to do what I can to make sure it’s not painful and if you want me to get word to any of your people, I can do that, y’know?” Donnie said to me.

Donnie was Juggy’s age. That made it worse. It made it evident that he’d left the right track some time ago. If Donnie had been twenty years older than Juggy, he could have kidded himself that with the right win and the right moxy, he could straighten up. But no. There’d be no straightening up. That was evident.

“No. No people. You don’t have to send word to anyone.” said Juggy.

“Good. That’s good. Sad, but good. Makes things easier all around. You sit back and enjoy the ride. We’ll be in the desert in about an hour. We can talk if you want. I’m a good listener.”

So Juggy talked. He told Donnie about his life and his failures and his hopes and his ideas. He poured it all out. Even the dark secrets. He wasn’t sure when it became a confession or when he started crying but it all happened. It sounded so short when he finally said it all out loud. So depressingly normal. Just another average human bottoming out. Just another death for avoidable reasons in Vegas. His whole life, his whole list of things to say, didn’t even take the hour.

When Donnie knelt him down in the salt flats and aimed the gun at his forehead, Juggy closed his eyes and took the donkey-kick bullet that shattered through the stained glass window of his mind as a kindness.


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Art only lives during creation
It dies when it's completed
Every gallery is a mausoleum
Every record a morgue
That is why dance is magic
Why music is magic
Why food is the most honest way to appreciate art
Chew it, rend it, digest it.
We get an echo of the art
through our senses
a small shot
a glimmer
the tiniest step up
But a sculpture
a recording
a painting
a drawing
a picture
is just a corpse
on display


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The day before the day before the day before I die
(The pre-ante-penul-timate-al day I mortify)
Will be a day I spend with friends and family and fun
I will not know that day will be the third-to-the-last one
I will not feel the death that’s coming shortly for me, no.
The death that comes the day after the day after tomorrow
I’ll be thinking randomly about those random things
That we all think about, that having conciousnesses brings
My bills, my ex, my deadlines, as Morissette once said
Or plans about a future I won’t have because I’m dead
I’ll gaze into my partner’s eyes, my daughter’s two eyes, too
Without the knowledge that three days from now they’ll both look to
A doctor’s horrifying words, a lawyer’s will to read,
A funereal domicile mausoleum’s need
To know if graves in grounds to dig or fires to be lit
Are wished for and what words are good to write for the obit
I’ll know none of that because I won’t know that it’s near
I’ll have no worry, tension, sadness, stress, fatigue, or fear
Besides the normal levels of those things that I possess
That ebb and flow within the hearts of all of us, I guess
That day will be a day like any other day I live
I’ll give the love that’s in me that I have the will to give
And pass the time without the knowledge just how temporally
Triply truncated these last few days are going to be.
But just as usual my common soul will swoop and fly
The day before the day before they day before I die


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St Peter guards the gates to heaven.
Cerberus guards the gates to hell
I am talking to both of them
Because they don’t know what to do with me
It happens every now and then

Some people live so grey that it’s hard to decide where they should go

Their morality-measurement meters are pointed at me and they are stuck at fifty percent

A grey that cannot be defined as leaning into one way or the other
A perfect grey that is not one atom more good or bad
An equator around the totality of the moral sphere
A pinpoint in the center of the gradient

They recommend me to their superiors

I go up the holy chain of seraphim, cherubim, thrones, dominions, virtues, powers, principalities, archangels and angels.
All groups. All diplomatic. All departments. Heaven is bureaucratic. No blame.

I go down the stinking ladder of Mammon, Astaroth, Abaddon, Merihem, Asmodeus, Belial, Pythius, and Beelzebub.
All single entities. All bosses. All pyramid power. Hell is personal. All blame.

Until I’m shunted up and down to God and the Devil themselves.

We stand in a room that needed to be cleaned for the occasion since they hadn’t been in the same place since the beginning. Looks like it used to be a garden.

It’s awkward. They talk to me but not to each other. It’s tense.

I’m so gray.

They both ask me what I’m doing here, wasting their time.

I let the grayness flow out from me and down all the parts of me.
I let the grayness billow into my usual comfortable clothes
I let my true face bubble up from beneath the mask
And I produce my scythe

“It’s over” I say



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A stuntman in the shower slips upon a bar of soap.
A boxer trips and breaks his neck while calmly skipping rope.
A legendary veteran looks left instead of right
A speeding garbage truck collides and kills him in the night.

A woman who beat cancer seven times chokes on a steak
A kung fu master slips and falls and drowns inside a lake
A UFC champ locks himself out of his snowy car
One Alaskan winter, late at night, when help is far

A fireman who rescued families mixes up his drugs
A world-class philanthropist gets bitten by some bugs
An eye doctor who specialized in helping blind eyes see
One day finds out the hard way of a deadly allergy

A scientist who cured diseases ate some tainted meat
A racecar driver trophy-winner’s shoelace tripped his feet
A single mom who raised 8 kids and raised them good and strong
Just had a stroke while exercising just a bit too long

Death shows up in stupid ways for those both strong and free
Randomly, perplexingly, and unexpectedly
One thing I can guarantee; there are no guarantees
So make the most of every day before you rest in…



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And just like that
A loud bonk
A short screech of brakes
From a turning car
that wasn't even going that fast
You were looking the wrong way
Your head split open
Halfway through a poem




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White clam chowder and over-easy eggs. Soup and eggs for short.

Mass was the problem with colonizing. Getting mass near C was expensive. The smaller the load, the better. Sending ten thousand colonists was impossible.

But sending ten thousands eggs and ten thousand loads of semen was way cheaper.

The ship had a chilled cargo of those two ingredients to make human babies. Womb ships, they were called. They had a skeleton crew of scientists, techs, teachers, and caretakers trained to take on whatever challenges might arise at first contact with the target home but after they’d landed and seen that everything was alright for seeding, they’d get underway.

The birthing tanks would be unfolded and irrigated with dehydrated amniotic solution. These giant uterariums would then be flooded with the soup and eggs slurry sometimes referred to as brunch. The old exponential dance would start and babies would pop up like strawberry Christmas lights on the vine. Tendriled, manufactured, multiumbilicals would snake out and attach themselves to a thousand belly buttons. Each tank was filled with fraternal millituplets.

Wait time was the human usual. The children would be boosted with learning enhancers and xenoviral protection. A small percentage were always lost to errors in cell replication no matter how tailored the dna but the average yield was 90% or 900. Harvest would happen in two-year stages, nine hundred per year. This was called the familial ladder. Ten years of baby making before shutdown for 9,000 humans.

The crew would foster them with help from the AI adoptives, working as a team to cram as much knowledge and mental health into them from the get go before they took on their new world.

It was a system that had worked twelve times before. Twelve Edens had successfully flowered with no humans needing expulsion from angry gods.

This was going to be unlucky thirteen.

The tailored enzymes would fail and the entire crop would be born sociopathic and cruel unbeknownst to the crew. As the children grew, they schemed and the crew began began to meet with accidents. Before any of them figured out was what happening, they were gone.

The children were geniuses. As the other batches reached fruition and were born, they were taken in by the first two waves and taught to be just as awful.

The planet survived and flourished. They developed weapons and a reputation. They broadcast torture videos and vile non-consensual pornographic videos. Their system of government was opaque. It seemed like anarchy but they had such organizational skills.

Their planet is isolated. Quarantined. Embargoed. Struck off the records as a failure, they’re monitored for signs of extra-system aggression. They’re an embarrassment.

A closeted mistake until sixteen minutes ago when their entire planet, now decades into post-womb colonization and nearly five generations deep, completely disappeared off of everyone’s scans.

And reappeared near Earth Prime bristling with nuke barrels and planet crackers pointed at our race’s home.

The pirate planet had come home, prodigal son returning.

They didn’t open fire immediately but they did send a message system-wide on all channels before they started the war.

“No more wombships.”

After a heated exchange of nuclear fire that the pirate planet lost, they drove their planet straight into Earth. Terran defenses didn’t stand a chance.

We no longer use wombships for colonization but we are still trying to figure out how those little bastards made a whole planet capable of faster-than-light travel. None of the other Edens have come anywhere near that kind of technology. The philosophical implications of their success don’t bear thinking about.

Evil might be smarter than good.




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I never want to close my eyes because they might not open again. Every blink is a moment of fear. And don’t get me started on sleep. I’m even afraid of the space I can’t see behind my head. Death lurks everywhere. Outside in objects that can take shake me loose from this earth. Inside in untrustworthy meat that loves to rupture and degrade.

I feel like I’ve been shaken sideways into another dimension. And I guess on a true level, I have.

Some sentences have not made sense to me recently.

For instance, Sonja watched my performance at Zach’s memorial on livestream while our daughter Audrey was having a bath. I am older so the internet still amazes me. I’m still coming to understand that I have a daughter. And inside most of me, Zach is still alive.

The peacock feathers at Zach’s shrine at the foxy house were singed by the candles, almost burning the plywood painting of the octopus above it. So I said “We better move the peacock feathers away from the candles so the octopus doesn’t catch fire.” I’m not sure that sentence has ever been uttered in the history of humanity.

I insist that he’s not gone even while editing footage of his memorial. This whole joke is so elaborate. Everyone seems to be in on it. I know it can’t simply be for my benefit so I wonder what the point is. Who’s the target audience?

Zaccheus is a tower of light wearing clever pajamas.



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It’s a beautiful day and Zaccheus Jackson is still dead.
It’s a beautiful day and Robin Williams is still dead.
It’s a beautiful day and Mark Steinberg is still dead.
It’s a beautiful day and my father is still dead.

I feel like I want to tell the sun to shut up.
I can’t understand the arrogance it takes for nature to keep on making beautiful days.

I remember after 911, the news networks kept trying to put a spin on the attack to make it seem more horrifying and momentous than it was and they couldn't. I was so big and so real that there was no way they could exaggerate it. I feel the same way about tributes to the death of Robin Williams. It's like no words can really even touch it.

And now I feel that about Zach.

I wake up and it’s still true. I wake up and it’s still true. I wake up and it’s still true.

Jessica Mason Paul said about her beloved dog “It’s not that he died. It’s that he’s still dead.” and I feel that.

In my best dreams, a freight train was hit and killed a Zaccheus. It makes more sense. And then I wake up and this seems like the dream.



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Yes. The aliens came down and harvested the human race. Yes. We asked them to.

That was the plan all along. We just didn’t know it.

Our basic nature was installed in us by them. We were set down on this planet to evolve until overpopulation and to invent the technology necessary to start screaming our position into space. The language wasn’t important. Giving off radio and television waves was the sign that we had reached fruition.

We did it brilliantly.

The aliens, all green teeth and dimensional tentacles, saw us show up on their routine scans. We were a delicious, ripe apple. This galaxy and others like it are merely orchards for these creatures. They are farmers and we are genetically modified planet boosters.

We pulled most of the resources out of the earth already. That’s why the aliens collected the cities. All that glass, steel, copper, iron, concrete and gyprock. All processed. All ready to go. They harvested the minerals and oil, too. We had even dug the holes for them already. The Earth has ice-scream scoop craters all over it now from the aliens’ machines reaching down and picking up every single town. Those holes have been sprayed with fertilizer. In five years, they will all be jungle. Future generations won’t even know they existed.

We were very efficient parasites. We overloaded the planet with our biomass and started crying to the heavens. Then we were culled and smashed down to the stone age again.

And of course, our meat is prized. The enormous flying thresher slaughterhouses that collected us were the final nightmare. That’s why there are so few of us left. Enough to start another breeding program here to be sure, but the population of earth has gone from billions to a few thousand.

In a way, we’re lucky. The dinosaurs were the first experiment but they were killed by a meteor. Probably for the best since they’d had millions of years to build a radio but never did.

We, on the other hand, must have exceeded our presets. Because of that, they’re setting us up for a round two, I think. We get to do it again.

How do we warn the future generations? How do we tell them not to breed, not to innovate, not to invent, not to think? We want to start a religion that will celebrate meekness, to idolize servitude, to live simply, and to shun technology. But I remember that a lot of religions before the harvest were already trying to do that and they failed.

Maybe if I made an image of death that looked like a farmer but then I remember that my image of Death had a scythe and that makes me think that maybe this isn’t the first time we’ve been culled.

Maybe the wave of humans before us already tried to do what I’m trying to do now.

This is why we never got any responses to our messages into space. Those messages are silenced as soon as they start talking. There are no conversations. Only yells that are cut off.

If I could go back in time, I’d tell the people of earth to shut up. To stay quiet. To quit beaming our entire lives at full volume into space.

All we were doing was ringing the dinner bell.




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At the funeral, I kept thinking “How can someone be dead on such a beautiful day?”

And when I was wondering how it could be possible for him to be gone, I realized that there were literally billions of excellent people that were also not there at that moment.

My best friend, had I been born in 1540, was not there. The love of my life, had I been born in 500 BCE, was not there.

My father. A few people I went to school with. Another friend. One ex-lover.

The best philanthropist the world would have ever seen had he been born during the internet age was not there. The world’s leading expert on viruses had she been born in a time when women were even allowed to be in the sciences was not there.

It made me think about everything that’s good and bad right now, about how many people were not there enjoying that beautiful day, and the fact that I was there enjoying it.

I felt like every death made my life sweeter and that I owed it to the dead, the numerous, numerous dead, to enjoy the day instead of being insulted by its insolent beauty near the body of my friend.




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The universe is ending
The stars are going out
It's taken years for the light if 50s stars to reach me
My fathers stars
He watched them die as he grew up before death got him too
And now I watch the stars die
Hollywood's white dwarfs and quasars, red giants and blue pulsars blow up, go nova, and turn into black holes
Stars are said to have heat as they get famous and I am watching the heat death if the universe
The light that burns twice as bright burns half as long and a lot of stars die young. The Phoenix nebula. The great Ledger cloud. The Hoffman Spiral Galaxy.
Some new stars are born but these are not my stars. They belong to the the youth. I no longer know their names. Their light is faint to me.
My dad's stars preceded him to the other side. Edward G Robinson. Errol Flynn. Robert Mitchum.
And now mine are starting to go as well. Their deaths change the movies they were in. Patrick Swayze is a literal ghost.
Soon, most of my favorite movies will only hold memories of lives, records of performances from dead stars.
In the entertainment newspapers and TMZ, we watch the stars go out before they go out.
The universe grows and shrinks with every generation of performers.
It's an ebb and flow.
But I live for movies. The triumphs of those actors stories were my triumphs. Their sadness was my sadness. Besides my parents, movies were my parables, my teachers. Life imitating art.
As my teachers die, so I become a teacher.
And soon I will follow them into the blackness of space.
The universe is ending. The stars are going out.
Credits
The end
Fade to black



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It’s called a rift ticket. It’s the assignment you get when you’re not going to come back. Sometimes it’s handed out as a punishment. Sometimes it’s given as a reward. People that have lost their entire family and really want to go somewhere else and they don’t care where, for instance.

Ten broken bottles in the kitchen sink and Sarah couldn’t care less. Flies help themselves to leftover plates of food from two weeks ago. Sarah has watched the wallpaper for a month now, willing herself to forget her child’s dimples and the smell of Steven’s neck. The accident was a small one by this city’s standard. Just two fatalities. The funeral was handled quickly with a minimum of fuss. One long coffin and one short one. Sarah’s daughter was the only daughter and only grand dauther. The funeral didn’t have too many people there.

Her career in the atmoforce tactical support tied her to the military even though it wasn’t a pure combat position. She applied for a rift ticket two days ago after realizing that the wallpaper wasn’t going to change and by extension, neither was this planet or the fact that her child and husband were gone.

Her communicator pinged and a turquoise notification bloomed in the corner of her vision. She blinked to open it, too slowly at first. She blinked quicker to activate it and wiped her hands on her dress in an unconscious school time gesture to look better for the camera phone while it unfolded to take up the top quarter.

Rift Ticket confirmation. Sarah smiled and the notice, scrolling downwards to see the time and place. Tomorrow at four in the afternoon was her gate appointment.

She leaned back and kept staring at the wall, the smile evaporating off of her face slowly as she settled in for the wait.

No need to pack. No need to even change.

The Rift was a crack in the now, a crack in the here. It had been opened by a volley of experimental weapons during the moon independence war. Halfway between earth and the moon, a violet glowing fissure calmly glittered like an aurora borealis around a split in reality. A crevasse from here to no one knows where.

Everyone that went through was given a package of tracers and homing equipment to let the scientists back here know what was happening.

Ten years it had been there. We’d starting sending our garbage through it. We even send a nuclear missile once. Nothing.

Heartbeat and pulse information come back normal on the people that have been sent through but no voice transmissions have come back.




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