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There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 07 from race 07 and my horse's name was It's In Command.

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The rapture is a megaphone
poking down through the clouds
and every order must be followed
to the letter

and it tells us

to drown and burn
to dance and crush
each other

to ignite and destroy
the termite the earth
and gasoline our eyes

to treat destruction as a competition

it tells us
it tells us

you are all that matters
it’s open season on everyone else

God gets us to kill ourselves with the simplest sentence:

“You are my favorite and you deserve it all.”




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There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 06 from race 06 and my horse's name was Star Finality. It got me thinking about the terminology we use for fame and how the life cycle of a star might have a similarity to an artist's career.

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The big bang breakout role
The number one single after years of obscurity

The life of touring, of excess
This, the life cycle of a star,
is not a cycle
It’s a parabola
A trajectory with an impact at the end
like an artillery shell

The supernova of success
shedding so much light and fury,
sound and sweat

The thing about stars is that light moves too fast
Stars die a long time before we see them go out
Not counting the ones we wish on as they fall

A star’s finality
isn’t the same grave finish line for the rest of us

It’s a collapse into something that sucks in light
Hungry for those with ambition and potential
Waiting for them to blow up on the star charts

To flare their energy
into the cold
uncaring
void




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There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 05 from race 05 and my horse's name was florida gator.

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I see you, retiree.

With your long eyelashes
and your long, wide, snout.

People asking you if you’re an Alaskan crocodile
and then saying, “Well, you don’t have to bite my head off.”
When you bite their head off.

Head like a capital A.
Fancy hats, pearls, gloves,
and handbag skin.

But when you cry, you mean it.
Your death roll happens
under covers on king-sized beds

I will never see you in a while
but I will always see you later

You wait, motionless, until your chance
Sponging in the sun
like your scales are solar panels

Lunge, old lady, lunge




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There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 04 from race 04 and my horse's name was Apellant. My horse won! Apparently, the world 'apellant' means the person in court who is the defendant when making an appeal. However, I took it to mean the opposite of 'repellant' just for the sake of this poem.

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Apellent is the opposite of repellent
A black hole
pulling every pair of eyes,
every heart
past the event horizon.

Apellently, he walked through the party
A gravity well for lust,
for dreams,
for love,
for hope.

Igniting visions of marriage, children, suburban life in some
A cheap motel Olympic event in others

Shark apellent bring all the sharks at top speed

Apellents can slide under doors,
through paper cuts,
and in between praying hands

Apellents took my money
Apellents brought me joy
Apellents become mist when put in a cage
Apellents twist sideways and disappear
Apellents are always visiting and never staying

Oh, apellent
Take me with you
Give me a passport to travel to your dimension
Disguise me to smuggle me to your homeland
(Not permanently. Never permanently.)

Show my how you exist
because I can’t comprehend
with my awkward grease stains

Looking across the room at you,
I’m glad you never travel in packs.
Because if you did,
I would throw myself under your hooves
just to be part of the herd.

But you always glide alone
Like a sightseeing missile
Making us all yearn to dress as targets




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There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 03 from race 03 and my horse's name was Tam Tricky. He came in first! My father's name was Tam and he grew up in the violent streets of Glasgow (gang member, bouncer, military policeman) before emigrating to Canada with his first wife and three daughters and the moving to Toronto and meeting my mom. I always found my dad pretty fascinating and his ability to break the cycle of violence with my brother and I is something I'll always admire.

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Tam tricky

Found his way through the maze

Tam clever
Tam strong

The gutter’s hand slipped off his greased spine
His father’s fists only molding his clay
until he could fight back
and become his own potter

Tam long

Bird bones stork long but steel strong

Tam traveler
Tam gardener

Five children
Two wives
Citizenship in two countries

Tam resting
Tam never gone
Tam bus driver
Tam glazer
Tam human church
Tam holy memory

Tam throw me
(light javelin son)

Into the deep
unknowable
future



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There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 02 from race 02 and my horse's name was Champiosa.

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Furiosa’s older sister
Robot legs like a kangaroo
And a sledgehammer battering-ram arm

Furiosa came from a big family

Triumphioria
Conquestilia
Subjugatia
Superiosa
Supremia
Dominatia
Destrucilia
and The Golden Chance

Ten children
Gathered orphans
Turned half machine to protect the Tower Lord
Imperators to guard the new green place

Champiosa ticks at night as her limbs cool
Like an engine on an autumn night

The mechanic repairs the women
after the day’s defense
Successful and alive
The women army
Related not by blood,
but by purpose and apocalypse




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There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 01 from race 01 and my horse's name was Monte. It's an ode to a caustic and fun friend of mine named Monty who passed away a few years back.

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Dead friend Monty
You name meant mountain
You weren’t much of a hiker
(With your cane and your sarcasm)
But you faced your storms
Angry and fist raised
Naked on life’s precarious hillside

You insulted us all
to make us laugh and feel noticed
and you did the same to life

For some, spite is a mode of travel
Defiance is a gear
found surprisingly deep in the spirit

Monty, you exposed nerve
Smiling through the rage and pain

My bartender
Pour me a pint and tell I’m ugly
Because I miss you





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There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 07 from race 07 and my horse's name was Timeless Shrug.

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Timeless Shrug

Every adolescent
From the beginning of time
From before recorded history
And far into the future
(Until humans are changed into something else
or removed entirely)

Every one of them
Has a timeless shrug

A twitch of indifference

They join every other teen
In an eternal
Timeless shrug continuum

I envy the timeless shrug
The up and down of shoulder bones
That Atlas shrug of clavicles
A dismissal beyond the fifth dimension

As the shoulder hangs at the apex of its motion
Time pauses and stops
Accordioning across millenia
As every young shrugger
Joins in unison and power
An engine of not knowing and not caring
Piston shoulders rising and falling

With the same motion

That angels use to flap their wings




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There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 06 from race 06 and my horse's name was Barney Google.

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Barney Google


The man who knew everything:
Barney Google
The answers at his fingertips
Confident in his delivery
And immediate responses

A living well of knowledge
An encyclopedic man
A fact sprinkler

Sometimes pre-answering
Your questions before they were asked

He lives behind a bookstore
That’s only open on Wednesdays

I saw him yesterday
And before I even had a question to ask
He told me (from his nest on the back porch
of the dormant bookseller)

That seagulls were red
And carved from chalk
That weekdays were sliced thin
From a time log
That Zeus cries diamonds
That water yearns to freeze
And that television will bring us to the end of the world.

He answers questions
I won’t think to ask for another forty years
That I’ll only ask in dreams
and in fever states

He tells me clowns are prophets
That mirrors are made from hourglass sand
And that hunchbacks want scientists to leave them alone

He reads the books the store throws out
He reads the books that people donate

His mind a washing machine that drifts through time

I go to him for answers and I’m never disappointed.



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There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 05 from race 05 and my horse's name was Klondike Gentleman.

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Klondike Gentleman

The Gold Rush brought all kinds to find
The sparkling wealth haunting their mind
The flashing pans, the earth’s hot veins,
The minerals bequeathing gains
Possession in the form of gold
An elemental wrestling hold
Led them there like compass points
Animating greedy joints
Marching them to mouths of mines
In thronging, locomotive lines
The hidden riches in the ground
Begging, pleading to be found

And each one does what each one can
Each hopeful Klondike gentleman



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There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 04 from race 04 and my horse's name was Synergy.

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Synergy

Promote synergy
Like Jem and the Holograms
At a business meeting in hell.
For the music industry sacrifice
On the altar of youth
The cash goes in
The cheekbones sharpen
Each gold record taking one soul’s worth
Several gold records putting your soul
Into the negative
With platinum confirming immortality
At the cost of the synergy
Of every reason
You came here
In the first place



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There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 03 from race 03 and my horse's name was Silver Arrow.

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Silver Arrow

Cupid’s ordnance
Upgraded love silos
Passion SCUDs
Cruise missiles of lust
Machine-gun passing fancies
From the distended barrels
Welded to the arms
Or Borg-like babies
Hovering, cloaked and radar invisible
Right behind you

The collateral damage of love bombs
Making celebrities out of people
At the right time and place

But in special cases of true love
A special arrow is loaded
A silver arrow that can’t miss

Love is silver poisoning
That can end in bands of gold

Cupid aims for the eyes
Because love is blind

Silver on our eyelids
For the journey

True love kills the werewolf

And cupid takes aim at you





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There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 02 from race 02 and my horse's name was Anzac Bay.

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Anzac Bay

In deepest, darkest Anzac Bay
A woman gave her heart away
She threw it hard into the sea
A like a seal, it swam to me
I found the salty, beating thing
It begged me for a wedding ring
It flexed between my reddened hands
And spoke to me of shining lands
Promised wishes, love and light
And company in bed at night
It promised all my life did lack
If only I would take her back
Return her to the empty chest
And place her in her ribcage nest
This begging, pleading, bloody heart
The thumping, bleeding body part
Just wanted to go home again
My own heart quailed to heart it then
I asked the heart to take me to
Her chest and tell me what to do

I found her in a graveyard lot
“She died without her heart,” I thought
But when I read the headstone dates
And saw that she saw heaven’s gates
In nineteen ten. A century
Before her strong heart swam to me.

I have it still, right to this day
The heart I found in Anzac Bay





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There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 01 from race 01 and my horse's name was Take Charge Gwen.

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Take Charge Gwen

Live Laugh Love
Eat Prey Predator
Fuck Marry Kill
Location, Location, Location
PBR
IPA
Take Charge Gwen

The car is a rental
We’re speeding towards two sunsets
With a trunk full of bad decisions
On four flat tires
The cliff is getting close
Take Charge Gwen

Gwen take the wheel
My own personal Gwen
Gwen is the way
The truth and the light
The power and the glory
Take Charge Gwen

We’re airborne and laughing
Gravity hugging us hard
The ground rushing up to kiss us passionately
Parachutes are still on the shopping list
It’s a cash-only world
My credit’s on fire
The drumroll is deafening
The cymbal crash is coming
Take Charge Gwen




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The day before the day before the day before I die
(The pre-ante-penul-timate-al day I mortify)
Will be a day I spend with friends and family and fun
I will not know that day will be the third-to-the-last one
I will not feel the death that’s coming shortly for me, no.
The death that comes the day after the day after tomorrow
I’ll be thinking randomly about those random things
That we all think about, that having conciousnesses brings
My bills, my ex, my deadlines, as Morissette once said
Or plans about a future I won’t have because I’m dead
I’ll gaze into my partner’s eyes, my daughter’s two eyes, too
Without the knowledge that three days from now they’ll both look to
A doctor’s horrifying words, a lawyer’s will to read,
A funereal domicile mausoleum’s need
To know if graves in grounds to dig or fires to be lit
Are wished for and what words are good to write for the obit
I’ll know none of that because I won’t know that it’s near
I’ll have no worry, tension, sadness, stress, fatigue, or fear
Besides the normal levels of those things that I possess
That ebb and flow within the hearts of all of us, I guess
That day will be a day like any other day I live
I’ll give the love that’s in me that I have the will to give
And pass the time without the knowledge just how temporally
Triply truncated these last few days are going to be.
But just as usual my common soul will swoop and fly
The day before the day before they day before I die


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In times of great changes, there are stories of people catching large fishes, riding meteorites and swallowing entire cities to keep them safe. They are the heros of myth that populate our legends long after the time of trouble has passed. They were regular folk at one point, puffed up into giants needing conflict by the ton just to stay alive, so tall they’re blinded by clouds.

Let’s pull a math blanket out and wrap ourselves in it. We understand the difference between a headstone and a trophy. The most we hope for is that by the time we die, we’ve carpe’d a few diems. We don’t want to join the fishbowl coffin full of name tags that dot the majority of graveyards. We just want to have been here.

I don’t do walks of shame. I do victory laps. I don’t eat my words. I smear them on the walls of my cell. I don’t eat humble pie. I let my throat turn into blackbirds and see how far I can see.

We are vacuum cleaners in mine fields. We lose friends every year. Let’s hug each other before we fall off the edge.




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Instant Poetry Slam tonight. We arrived at 7 and got the prompt. We wrote for two hours and slammed the results.

The prompt was "A workout and more".

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Many things are a workout and more.

Digging a grave, for instance. At night.

Having sex. With someone who is not your partner.

Spanking a child. Spanking an adult.

Holding your breath. Underwater. While trying to untie your feet from the block of concrete attached to your ankles.

Running. From a lion.

Giving CPR. To your son.

Doing chin-ups. While hanging off the edge of a cliff.

Carrying groceries for a family of four sixteen blocks because you had to choose between a bus pass and feeding your family.

Struggling to get free from the chair you're tied to before the guy asking the uestions gets back.

Swimming. With no land in sight.

Throwing a javelin. And aiming. Throwing a hammer. And aiming.

Throwing a switch. On an electric chair.

Making to to the person you've pledged your life to.

Climbing the stairs. On your last day of work.

Dancing by yourself, remembering when you were young.

Climbing a tree. To get away from bears.

Kayaking. Away from a waterfall.

Praying. Even though you don't believe.




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These stairs are pulling on my legs, lying to me, telling me it’s okay to move forward. They’re saying that time isn’t willing to stop.

Don’t go.

I love everything about you. The curve of the back of your head. Your wink of a shoulder. The long story of your hands. Each motion echoing in my head when you’re not there. You brush your hair back behind your ear and I’m breathless. It was summer when we had lunch that time and it’s winter when I’m remembering exactly how you held your fork. The light that day turned your eyes into a colour I’d never seen.

So don’t go. Don’t leave my mind. Don’t let me get older. Don’t let it fade.

Do seat belts hate themselves for being necessary? Do whips look forward to being used? The slow winding down of my mind is scaring me. The weeks slip, fall, drop off into the void and I’m older.

But you. Stay. Please stay.



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Dawn jumps up from behind the mountains and splashes over the city, making a high tide of light that reaches with bright yellow fingers up to my bedroom window.

The glow filters through the dust motes and the blinds. It paints stripes onto my floor. My dry body twitches, climbing the ladder up from dreams to a state of awareness. The images let go of me as my brain re-orders into something more limited. My humanity asserts itself, pushing the dreams away, eradicating the memory of them.

I remember. Last year the road outside would have been filled with the sound of cars, honking horns, and the hum of radials on warming pavement as the first world went to work.

That’s missing now. I can hear the scuffling of footsteps and people talking to each other. This is the new world. There are still banks and borders but cars, those dinosaur-blooded monsters come to reclaim the earth, they’re almost all gone.

I hear the ratcheting of changing gears on bicycles. I remember that rent will be due in two days.

Those of us that can afford it carry firearms now.

A frontier mentality is taking over, a mindset that always happens to humanity when faced with tough challenges. There’s an honesty to it that I find refreshing in its brutality. Like the human race is going through a chapter of being honest with itself.

Gold is still gold but most of the businesses in the world have gone bankrupt. The upper floors of high-rise downtown buildings are deserted. Corner offices have become hovels for nomads and squatters. We haunt this city.

The desert is reclaiming the south. I’ve heard the term ‘dustbowl’ from old books about the depression of the 1930s but I never understood it until now.

We all wear handkerchiefs or cheap air filters on our faces.

We feel lost. No leader has risen yet to take over. The whole notion of government has become informal. Local leaders are making the rules. The republicans were well-prepared. The liberals think the end times are here.

Myself, I know that I have to find some food out there and a day’s work. I wipe the sleep from my eyes and swing my legs over the edge of the mattress. I’ll check the condensation tanks and see what the day’s water level is.

I’m awake.





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Oh god how I miss Max Headroom.

The laughter follows me all the way to work and hovers over my construction helmet like a halo as I pound the rivets home. It’s hot out today. I can’t see out of the building. I’m sweating like a pig in this record breaking summer installing air conditioning in this half finished building. The irony is not lost on me.
I remember the laughter.
I can’t stop remembering the laughter.
After work I go for cold beers with the guys. All that matters is that the beers are cold. For once, getting drunk doesn’t matter. Just to have something cold inside me is all I need. My skin is acting like a hot blanket on a summer night. It’s insulating my internal organs when there’s no need. I wish I could spill them out in a freezer full of ice for a few minutes and then put them back in. The cold beer will have to do. It splashes around and waterfalls down into my stomach and helps a bit. I press the cool glass against my forehead and listen for the laughter.
It’s gone for the time being but it’s hovering. Waiting in the dimple of the waitress. Hesitantly riding an undercurrent in that woman on table 13. I can sense it like psychics can tell where the body is.
We’re all making it home tonight.

I've had a wonderful day today. I went to the Peace March, a goth barbeque, all you can eat sushi and I got a sunburn. Nice. A west coast Saturday if ever there was one.

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