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I often think I’d get more done if there were ten of me
A decaduncan horde increasing productivity
Multiplying output by an exponent of ten
A lumberjackish nerdy tribe of giant, bearded men

But maybe just opposite of this idea is true;
That tenfold problems would result with ten new points of view
Procrastination might be multiplied by ten as well
And who would be the boss of such unruly personnel?

Initial hierarchy terms would no doubt be contested
And secondary power structure motions all protested
Organizing such creative, moody, stubborn dudes
Would take too long to mollify and manage all my moods

And then, once calmed, we’d likely talk for hours about me
Marveling and tripping out at our first time to be
“On the outside looking in,” objectively inspecting
A living hall of mirrors taking stock and self-reflecting

Pleasantly surprised at parts and horrified at others
An oddly stoic wolfpack tribe of tall dectuplet brothers
Presumably at first we’d say exactly the same thing
Until we all diverged a bit and started differing

Becoming different Duncans in our own small ways unique
Would some of us grow stronger and would some of us grow weak?
Would battle for the leadership of Deca-Dunc emerge?
Would anger flare with fisticuffs or could we curb that urge?

And dare I wonder? Would lust bloom? Would we all shrug and say,
“Experimental orgies are the order of the day?”
Becoming a uniquely ‘me’ masturbatory pile?
A Mapplethorpe kaleidoscopian narcissiphile?

Or would instinctive hatred be the order of the day?
Uncanny valley instincts that repulse us all away?
Would we unite or kill ourselves or squabble needlessly?
Could we begin to even start a planned activity?

I’m pretty sure that even if we could, we’d get distracted.
As inspirational ideas through our minds were refracted.
Just like ten crystals making spectrums from a ray of light.
We’d come up with a hundred premises all through the night.

No, one of me can only be. There can be only one.
More than one of me would be too much for anyone.
So just myself. That will suffice. The work is mine to do.
But that’s just me. I’m wondering. Is it the same for you?


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And the eighties come crashing down around my small-town head like a purple wave of leg warmers.

Cassette-tape hissing like a leaky balloon echoes around a decade based on an absence of cel phones and naked greed. Photographs stayed stuck on pages in scrapbooks or lounged in stuffed envelopes somewhere dusty, waiting to be viewed. It was chrome chairs and zebra-striped rugs.

It was the decade where I watched Sesame Street and was raised by hippies in a small mountain town. Computers were mythical beasts.

I can feel the ripples of that decade lapping at the pylons of my foundations. My roots twine deep around Siouxie and the Banshees, kissing to George Michael’s Faith, walking like an Egyptian, and experiencing pre-pope Sinead. I can feel the building blocks of my personality loving the Mohawks and hairspray that used to dominate. My child-self still thinks that clothes that change colour when they get hot or wet is an awesome idea.

I came shooting out of the eighties into nineties Vancouver. I think that moving from the small town where I ate home-made peanut butter and knew that everyone was equal into a big city where there were so many people and disdain ran rampant mimicked North America’s transition as well.

The new music was raw. The fashions lost their calculated straight lines. Make-up softened. The internet starting bringing us together. The nineties are orange to me.

It all fades and wiggles.

At the end of the nineties, I moved to Scotland. When the noughties are over, I wonder how I’ll perceive this decade.



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