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Hello?
Are you there?
I’m the dark.
Can you see me?
Here. Let me light a match.
There.
You see the parts that are dark?
Around the edges?
That’s me!
It’s nice to meet you.
Don’t be scared.
People are so scared of me.
All I want to do is keep people safe.
When they sleep.
I love night time when I can cover so many houses.
And forests.
And oceans.
And lakes.
Helping animals and people sleep.
And helping some nocturnal animals wake up!
In the dark it’s easier to hide
And easier to imagine good things
I look forward to seeing you tonight
I’ll give you a gentle hug
When the light gets turned out
I don’t mind a tiny light if that’s what you want
It doesn’t hurt me
I’ll see you soon
Good night

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skonen_blades: (bounder)
When the boomerang returns to me, it is covered in blood and mucus like a newborn. This should be impossible. I don’t know what it found out there in the darkness or why it made it all the way back to me after it found it. This is a mystical night. The shroud of evening has removed all colour from the desert, making it into a black and white film that I can barely make out. I have a flashlight but when I shine it out into the gloom, only green pinpricks come back, my flashlight reflected in the eyes of distant kangaroos and nocturnal scavengers. I should put on my night vision goggles.

I am naked except for my holster, my bag and my belt. It’s too hot to wear anything else, even at night. The only fight I put up to the heat is my beard and my hair. I have let these grow long, regardless of the oven of the daytime. The sun is bleaching my hair blonde and ginger.

‘Glass’ scorpions wriggle across the nighttime prairie of sand. They feed on bioluminescent insects, making the scorpions glow in the dark after they’ve fed, scuttling around the desert floor and turning over pebbles. It looks like the stars are reflected by the ground, shifting over the surface like a lake. It brings water to mind and that’s not good to think about out here.

I take the night-vision goggles out of my bag and put them on. When I turn them on, the whole desert springs up in green detail in front of my eyes. The desert is a pale green and the sky is black. I can see the distant whorls of the wind-scoured mountains against the night sky in the distance. I can clearly see the animals searching for sustenance.

And I can see the giant newborn baby standing twenty feet away, staring back at me with its pupils gone green and bright. It’s not wearing any clothes and it’s slippery with afterbirth. It’s taller than me. All I can think is that the baby must have reached up and touched my boomerang, coating it as it passed without disturbing its trajectory. That’s impossible. The baby is looking at me, swaying with that difficulty that babies have with balance. Its eyes are looking at me with intelligence, though, and I’m scared by that more than anything else.

I step back.

It steps forward.

I turn around and run.




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skonen_blades: (hmm)
This is a Wyoming parking lot in 1976 outside a diner. It’s dark.

The town is sleeping except for the few straggling, heavy-lidded partiers that are trying to get home. The buzzing neon sign that says ‘open’ turns off and silence comes to the front row of the night. The only sound now is the wind pushing a couple of losing lottery tickets in little swirls underneath the streetlight.

There’s a smell of car oil and chicken strips still lingering in the air. It’s really still. The greasy moon hangs fat, peeking yellow through scudding clouds.

The town is asleep and those few that are awake aren’t around here.

This was the point of entry. A heartbeat sounded underneath the asphalt.

What looked like a drawing in black chalk started to show up in the center of the parking lot. It was a circular symmetrical design. Glyphs familiar to a few living scholars peppered its perimeter while angled lines pointed towards its center.

The heartbeat struck again. The center of the black seal bulged in time with this second beat.

A slight creaking sounded underneath the concrete like the sound of ice breaking deep under winter snow. It was a sound that could be felt more than heard.

A crack appeared in the center of the black circular design. The design was burning itself into the pavement like it had been drawn in acid. It moved.

The heartbeat struck again.

The outer glyphs spun like the combination on a safe door before clicking into place in a new configuration. The glyphs changed from black to glowing red. The crack spiderwebbed out in a stress fracture.

The heartbeat was something hitting the pavement from below, trying to get out.

This was a birth. This was a prison release.

With a final heartbeat, the center of the glyph pushed upwards with a soft crack. It was like watching a baby bird’s beak thrust against the inside of an eggshell.

The asphalt folded up and over in the center, blooming like a flower. The red, glistening expanse of a huge back pushed up and through. Black horns like a water buffalo and a massive collection of red muscle followed. The creature’s head was bowed down and its arms were crossed. Its legs were last to appear and looked almost dainty with their hooves.

The monster was wet and steaming. He was asleep. He spun slowly as he rose like he was being unscrewed out of the earth.

Gravity took over and he fell to the ground.

The gateway in the pavement stopped glowing. The glyphs turned to ash and started blowing away in the wind. The parking lot gained a pothole but other than that, no evidence existed that the gateway was ever there.

Except for the shivering mass of horned demon on the pavement awakening from a nightmare.




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skonen_blades: (notdrunk)
In fractions and circles and battery’s lives
A social group tends to emerge
The charging of watches and buzzing of hives
A death-metal funeral dirge

And speaking of union with feathers for teeth
The weakened old willowy cable
Is outside at best near the dog dish beneath
Protection’s old place at the table

It rains on the channels we get on tv
It burns on the tips of our dreams
It soaks the whole tongue and it skins every knee
It silently, silently screams

There’s life in what’s left of the time that we spend
Referring to sweeps of the hand
Fear that we give to the future, we lend
We consume and supply and demand

The future’s so bright that I’m wearing these shades
On eyes gone the colour of night
The sun has gone down now and out come the blades
It’s velvet on satin. It’s tight.




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His car ran out of gas. It puttered to a stop on the side of a hot highway in Road Runner country. The desert stretched out around him for eternity. The sun was nearing the horizon. He remembered that photographers referred to this as the ‘magic hour’.

Dust settled around his car. The sudden silence was marred only by the ticking of the car’s engine cooling and his own breathing.

It was an old car. Brown paint and rusted in the wheel wells. It settled with a sigh like it was ready for sleep. It rested like it would be grateful to be left there to decay into more basic components over the decades. It stopped like it was ready to die and had picked this spot to slip loose from earthly bondage.

The driver stepped out and adjusted his old sweat-stained cowboy hat. His sunglasses glinted in the light over his thick red moustache. His red shirt was dirty and stained with grease like his fingertips. He licked his lips and looked around.

He sat on the hood of his car and looked at the sun make its way towards a kiss with the horizon. The sunset would rip open the world in pinks and violets before fading to black.

The driver could almost hear some lonesome slide guitar haunting the landscape. The only sound now was the wind carrying secrets.

He knew from this far outside of a city that he’d be able to see millions more stars that he’d seen in a long, long time. He might even be able to see the river of the Milky Way itself cutting the universe in half up there in the night sky.

It got cold at night here in the desert but he had blankets in the trunk.

He didn’t know how long it would be before he got picked up by a passing motorist but he was hoping it would be a while.

He crossed his ankles and looked up into the sky.



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skonen_blades: (hmm)
Nice little piece of 'found art' on the way home the other night. I like that someone took the time to do this. I wonder where they got the cups? What do you think? Did anyone else see this? I think it's quite inventive. I wonder how long it took to do?




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skonen_blades: (didyoujust)
This one is a little older and thought it was a little weak but upon rereading it, I think it has a certain somethin' somethin'.

Huddled in the dark corner of the cold house, I fear. I’m not sure what kind of verb fear is. Transitive? I’ve always thought of fear as a descriptive kind of word. I fear ants. I fear flying. I fear the boogeyman. I’ve never thought of fear as being a verb that could end a sentence. But that’s what is happening now. I fear. It is all I am. My eyes are wide open and my hearing is cranked. I can smell things outside. My entire body is turned way up to detect danger. I’m shaking. My wet hair hangs in my eyes. If a mouse sniffed my foot or something right now, I’d probably jump three feet in the air. I’m curled up in a corner. It’s funny that the first instinct is to run but the next instinct is to go fetal and stay still somewhere safe. Safe usually defines itself as having your back against a wall.
This is actually not that safe. I’m cornered. I’m too scared to move. I feel like I’m sprinting but I can’t move a muscle.
It’s dark. The neighbours are sleeping. The phone was smashed in the scuffle but the lines had been cut by that point anyway. Not that I would be able to utter anything other than a breathy vibrato squeak at the moment.
I can barely see a thing. I imagine what I must look like to someone wearing night vision goggles. Green with wide white eyes like a panicked wounded fox or something.
I stop breathing and my body goes still like I’m furniture when I hear the first footstep.
He’s not back. He never left.
He sounds close.
I slowly turn my head and he’s sitting beside me looking at me with a smile. His face is about six inches from mine. I can feel his breath on my face.
“Found you” he says.


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She grabs the wheel and yanks hard to the right. She’s screaming. I think she was having a dream or something. Either way, something very bad just happened in the darkness of the night of March 14, 2009. The highway we’re driving on snakes away to the left. She’s screaming to look out for the dragon and her beautiful blue eyes are starting to clear. The guilty curl of the corner of her mouth is starting to be shyly embarrassed. She’s starting to realize that she called out in her sleep. I don’t think she’s clueing into the fact that she grabbed the wheel even though it’s still in her hand. She starts to giggle something at me when the impact snaps her head towards me and shoves her body back towards the door. Her beautiful long blond hair caresses my face in ultra slow motion. I smell the shampoo I bought her at the supermarket last week. I am a watery bag of meat held in place by a seat belt. She isn’t wearing hers.

We bust through the guardrail and arc out with a scatter of gravel and a scrape of metal into the midnight stars. The valley yawns beneath us. There is a powerful wind rushing past the windows with a moan. The nose of the car dips. It feels like this is all taking hours to happen. Her door is wide open.

I remember the first time I met her. Susan Deerborn. We were on our first date and on the way to the restaurant, I asked her if she was hungry. “Are you kidding? I’m ravishing.” She said. I guess she got famished and ravenous all mixed up in her head. We laughed for hours. It became a running joke.
“Are you hungry?” one of us would say.
“Are you kidding? I’m gorgeous!” the other would say.

The impact has pushed the right front corner of the car into a new shape. This has popped her door open as a result. The impact has also propelled Susan back towards the door. As a result of her door not being there anymore, Susan is flying out of the car. Her light summer dress is rippling in the deafening wind. She has a confused look on her face. She cocks her head at me, mutely asking for clarification on what’s going on. I’m watching her flow away from me. I reach out to grab her hand. Gravity has taken a vacation and we’re weightless for these moments. Flying. I remember that scene in Superman with Christopher Reeve where Superman takes Lois for a night flight. Their fingers lose contact for a second and she plummets to the ground, screaming. Superman rescues her. I’m not Superman.

Susan floats away from me. Our fingers don’t even brush. Her purse, a map, some coins, and half a sandwich slowly go with her.

I remember after our first night together she cried for hours. She never told me why. That was one of the only times I saw her cry.

The door is open so the car light is on. She fades away into the night.

Time speeds up at that point. The rest of the ride down towards the valley floor only takes a few seconds. I look forward to the rocks.


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skonen_blades: (appreciate)
It’s midnight in the library and gears are changing as the books shift into new knowledge. A dark light passes over the spines and the titles change in a wave. A spin and little clicks as the localized reality Unders with barely a shudder and the borders are locked down. The corners of the giant building are subtly redefined with a barely audible shutter click but not changed. The doors spin to new configurations and can now open into new spaces from precisely where they were before. Security guards caught outside will see all business as usual and empty rows. They will see the normal empty non-events of a night time library. It won’t occur to them to go inside. It will never occur to them to go inside. Security guards caught inside will go to sleep and awaken, embarrassed but refreshed, in the morning. All libraries overlap. The library is closed.

And then.

The library is open.
They come in twos. They come in threes. Some sad souls come by themselves, possessing great power.
Black rags, blue faces, skeletal frames, softly clinking jewels, striped leggings, hooves, and staring eyes.
No eyes, white skin, probing noses, red saris, black toenails and slicked back wet hair. They head for the Braille and the headphones.
Teeth at war, long hairy arms, too many fingers, wearing bifocal glasses perched on sensitive snouts.
Cracked faceplates, eyepatches, and an eruption of legs from the millipede body.
There is variety here. There is great danger. There is a sense of community. Above all else, there is silence.
The swoosh of skirts, the carpet muffled thump of a prosthetic leg, the drag of a tail. The dry sound of dry skin searching, running over dry pages. The lick of a fingertip. They come for knowledge. .
The necromonicon is part of the ‘books on tape’ series here with serious enchantments. They have the memoirs of an 82 year old Jim Morrison. Fairies have left recipe books here. This is the repository of all the knowledge. This is the repository of all the knowledge. This is the repository of all the knowledge.
And she is the Night Librarian.
She is Ganesh. She is the Scribe. She is Kwuatl. She is Ptah. She is Farlend. She is the Underauthor. She is the Ghost Writer. She is Black Jenny. She is the Musemother.
She has the power to keep the peace.
The lenses of her glasses and the tight corners of her eyes hold a terrible talent. Her full mouth twists tonight in a grimace of satisfaction. The downward smile of a well organized event underway. She holds the keys behind her back and thumbs silently through them, counting, as she walks primly amongst her guests.
The crowleaders ask her a query and she walks them over to the glass cases and unlocks the first one for them to step inside. They will wait until she comes back to lock up when they leave.
A shindigger is told take the elevator down the fireshelves. He suits up and goes down.
A water baby gurgles a whisper into the librarians ear and is shown over to the pool of aquages to thumb through the ripples.
Rulemanner signs a question to her with four of his rapid six fingered hands. She grows two more arms with a rustle to answer him just as quickly. He is amused and shuffles over to the rulebooks.
The stretchers raise a jaw and she nods in the direction of the skinbooks. They fold from view.
Gustus puffs a pheromone laden question to her in the airy flowery scents of high politeness to cover up his dank snapdragon subtext stink of nervousness. She sighs an answer back on the wind with the light humour of violets to put him at ease. A slight crinkle of her eyes and Gustus slithers off quietly to Taxidermy and Torture.
She strides slowly.
They learn.
She watches.
They read.
She scans alertly.
They whisper questions.
She whispers exact answers.
The Night Librarian has three loves.
Silent reading, silent learning and silent organization.
Her fines have extinguished civilizations.
Her raised voice has laid waste to continents.
A person is only what other people know of that person.
She can erase that.
Violence in the Night Library is not tolerated. No one truly knows how many people have been punished by her because they simple cease to have ever existed. No one is eager to find out what that’s like. They’ve entered the covenant by entering the door.
This is allowed to be the place where you find out how to kill your enemy but it is most emphatically not the place where you try it out
They read. They gather information. All is found. All are satisfied.
Come sun-up, there are no stragglers.
She closes her eyes and her lenses flash as if a light passed across them.
The gears shift again, this time Up.
There’s a slight shuddering that can only be felt.
There’s a light tearing like the purr of ripping fabric as the mundane library surfaces, suddenly having always been there.
The doors click locked and switch back to the regular kind that only open into the rooms they’re supposed to.
The Night Library scatters to all libraries, hidden or seen, ancient or new, and relaxes into preparation for tomorrow night.
The Night Librarian scatters herself to all librarians and keeps all the knowledge through their hands, through these aspects of her self.
No librarian works in a library because it’s just a job. They are called.
She calls them.
They become her.



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