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And this is the dream
And the dream is always the same.
I'm on stage.
Talking to you.
Traffic is outside
And my voice is loud through the speakers
In the dream I'm narrating the experience but the audience is reacting like I just said something interesting
Or funny
In my dream I am a tall man with a small family
In my dream I am temporarily financially stable
In my dream I am middle aged
White as a plastic spoon
Dangerously ignorant
With friendly eyes
A kitten on stilts
Surprised at the world around him
But too focused on keeping balance
I don’t know how to work the controls
So I've settled on watching the wheels turn on jackpot machines
Letting luck take the wheel
While Jesus raises his hand to ask a question
In time I end my poem
With a weird flourish of my hands
To a confused silence
And a few laughs
It feels like a competition
But I know it's an offering
To time itself
And this is the dream
And the dream is always the same



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All the world’s a stage.

We broke into the theater and spent the night trying on costumes in the darkness while the actors slept.
We were villains spun from failed expectations and crushed hopes. We were heroes with dark secrets. We were conferring emperors. We were slaves on the run. We were all kinds of lovers.
Kabuki grease paint ran off our kissed faces in rivers of mixing colour.
Only by hiding were we free.

They found us like that. Naked, embarrassed, smiling at their shock and outrage, tangled and sprawled on a pile of simple identities. We’d performed without an audience. We weren’t allowed to be there. They surrounded us and sent for the authorities.

We were a giggling flesh spider, too lost in the joy of abandon to care about the upcoming punishment.

Trespassing in a playhouse was a serious offence.

I think about that night often. It occurs to me here as I count the bars. My eyes have adjusted to the darkness. The only costumes I have now are in my imagination.

It’s a question we’re all faced with at one point or another. Is one night worth a lifetime?

I still don’t know the answer.



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