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2023-06-06 02:04 pm
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may 28th 2023 - a day at the races 07 - It's In Command

There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 07 from race 07 and my horse's name was It's In Command.

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The rapture is a megaphone
poking down through the clouds
and every order must be followed
to the letter

and it tells us

to drown and burn
to dance and crush
each other

to ignite and destroy
the termite the earth
and gasoline our eyes

to treat destruction as a competition

it tells us
it tells us

you are all that matters
it’s open season on everyone else

God gets us to kill ourselves with the simplest sentence:

“You are my favorite and you deserve it all.”




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2023-06-06 02:02 pm
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may 28th 2023 - a day at the races 06 - star finality

There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 06 from race 06 and my horse's name was Star Finality. It got me thinking about the terminology we use for fame and how the life cycle of a star might have a similarity to an artist's career.

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The big bang breakout role
The number one single after years of obscurity

The life of touring, of excess
This, the life cycle of a star,
is not a cycle
It’s a parabola
A trajectory with an impact at the end
like an artillery shell

The supernova of success
shedding so much light and fury,
sound and sweat

The thing about stars is that light moves too fast
Stars die a long time before we see them go out
Not counting the ones we wish on as they fall

A star’s finality
isn’t the same grave finish line for the rest of us

It’s a collapse into something that sucks in light
Hungry for those with ambition and potential
Waiting for them to blow up on the star charts

To flare their energy
into the cold
uncaring
void




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2023-06-06 02:00 pm
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may 28th 2023 - a day at the races 05 - florida gator

There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 05 from race 05 and my horse's name was florida gator.

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I see you, retiree.

With your long eyelashes
and your long, wide, snout.

People asking you if you’re an Alaskan crocodile
and then saying, “Well, you don’t have to bite my head off.”
When you bite their head off.

Head like a capital A.
Fancy hats, pearls, gloves,
and handbag skin.

But when you cry, you mean it.
Your death roll happens
under covers on king-sized beds

I will never see you in a while
but I will always see you later

You wait, motionless, until your chance
Sponging in the sun
like your scales are solar panels

Lunge, old lady, lunge




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2023-06-06 01:58 pm
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may 28th 2023 - a day at the races 04 - apellant

There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 04 from race 04 and my horse's name was Apellant. My horse won! Apparently, the world 'apellant' means the person in court who is the defendant when making an appeal. However, I took it to mean the opposite of 'repellant' just for the sake of this poem.

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Apellent is the opposite of repellent
A black hole
pulling every pair of eyes,
every heart
past the event horizon.

Apellently, he walked through the party
A gravity well for lust,
for dreams,
for love,
for hope.

Igniting visions of marriage, children, suburban life in some
A cheap motel Olympic event in others

Shark apellent bring all the sharks at top speed

Apellents can slide under doors,
through paper cuts,
and in between praying hands

Apellents took my money
Apellents brought me joy
Apellents become mist when put in a cage
Apellents twist sideways and disappear
Apellents are always visiting and never staying

Oh, apellent
Take me with you
Give me a passport to travel to your dimension
Disguise me to smuggle me to your homeland
(Not permanently. Never permanently.)

Show my how you exist
because I can’t comprehend
with my awkward grease stains

Looking across the room at you,
I’m glad you never travel in packs.
Because if you did,
I would throw myself under your hooves
just to be part of the herd.

But you always glide alone
Like a sightseeing missile
Making us all yearn to dress as targets




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2023-06-06 01:55 pm
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may 28th 2023 - a day at the races 03 - Tam Tricky

There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 03 from race 03 and my horse's name was Tam Tricky. He came in first! My father's name was Tam and he grew up in the violent streets of Glasgow (gang member, bouncer, military policeman) before emigrating to Canada with his first wife and three daughters and the moving to Toronto and meeting my mom. I always found my dad pretty fascinating and his ability to break the cycle of violence with my brother and I is something I'll always admire.

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Tam tricky

Found his way through the maze

Tam clever
Tam strong

The gutter’s hand slipped off his greased spine
His father’s fists only molding his clay
until he could fight back
and become his own potter

Tam long

Bird bones stork long but steel strong

Tam traveler
Tam gardener

Five children
Two wives
Citizenship in two countries

Tam resting
Tam never gone
Tam bus driver
Tam glazer
Tam human church
Tam holy memory

Tam throw me
(light javelin son)

Into the deep
unknowable
future



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2023-06-06 01:53 pm
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may 28th 2023 - a day at the races 02 - champiosa

There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 02 from race 02 and my horse's name was Champiosa.

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Furiosa’s older sister
Robot legs like a kangaroo
And a sledgehammer battering-ram arm

Furiosa came from a big family

Triumphioria
Conquestilia
Subjugatia
Superiosa
Supremia
Dominatia
Destrucilia
and The Golden Chance

Ten children
Gathered orphans
Turned half machine to protect the Tower Lord
Imperators to guard the new green place

Champiosa ticks at night as her limbs cool
Like an engine on an autumn night

The mechanic repairs the women
after the day’s defense
Successful and alive
The women army
Related not by blood,
but by purpose and apocalypse




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2023-06-06 01:50 pm

May 28th 2023 - a day at the races 01 - Monte

There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 01 from race 01 and my horse's name was Monte. It's an ode to a caustic and fun friend of mine named Monty who passed away a few years back.

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Dead friend Monty
You name meant mountain
You weren’t much of a hiker
(With your cane and your sarcasm)
But you faced your storms
Angry and fist raised
Naked on life’s precarious hillside

You insulted us all
to make us laugh and feel noticed
and you did the same to life

For some, spite is a mode of travel
Defiance is a gear
found surprisingly deep in the spirit

Monty, you exposed nerve
Smiling through the rage and pain

My bartender
Pour me a pint and tell I’m ugly
Because I miss you





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2023-06-06 09:55 am
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oct 15th 2022 - a day at the races 07 - Timeless Shrug

There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 07 from race 07 and my horse's name was Timeless Shrug.

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Timeless Shrug

Every adolescent
From the beginning of time
From before recorded history
And far into the future
(Until humans are changed into something else
or removed entirely)

Every one of them
Has a timeless shrug

A twitch of indifference

They join every other teen
In an eternal
Timeless shrug continuum

I envy the timeless shrug
The up and down of shoulder bones
That Atlas shrug of clavicles
A dismissal beyond the fifth dimension

As the shoulder hangs at the apex of its motion
Time pauses and stops
Accordioning across millenia
As every young shrugger
Joins in unison and power
An engine of not knowing and not caring
Piston shoulders rising and falling

With the same motion

That angels use to flap their wings




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2023-06-06 09:49 am
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oct 15th 2022 - a day at the races 06 - barney google

There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 06 from race 06 and my horse's name was Barney Google.

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Barney Google


The man who knew everything:
Barney Google
The answers at his fingertips
Confident in his delivery
And immediate responses

A living well of knowledge
An encyclopedic man
A fact sprinkler

Sometimes pre-answering
Your questions before they were asked

He lives behind a bookstore
That’s only open on Wednesdays

I saw him yesterday
And before I even had a question to ask
He told me (from his nest on the back porch
of the dormant bookseller)

That seagulls were red
And carved from chalk
That weekdays were sliced thin
From a time log
That Zeus cries diamonds
That water yearns to freeze
And that television will bring us to the end of the world.

He answers questions
I won’t think to ask for another forty years
That I’ll only ask in dreams
and in fever states

He tells me clowns are prophets
That mirrors are made from hourglass sand
And that hunchbacks want scientists to leave them alone

He reads the books the store throws out
He reads the books that people donate

His mind a washing machine that drifts through time

I go to him for answers and I’m never disappointed.



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2023-06-06 09:45 am
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oct 15th 2022 - a day at the races 05 - klondike gentleman

There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 05 from race 05 and my horse's name was Klondike Gentleman.

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Klondike Gentleman

The Gold Rush brought all kinds to find
The sparkling wealth haunting their mind
The flashing pans, the earth’s hot veins,
The minerals bequeathing gains
Possession in the form of gold
An elemental wrestling hold
Led them there like compass points
Animating greedy joints
Marching them to mouths of mines
In thronging, locomotive lines
The hidden riches in the ground
Begging, pleading to be found

And each one does what each one can
Each hopeful Klondike gentleman



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2023-06-06 09:43 am
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oct 15th 2022 - a day at the races 04 - Synergy

There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 04 from race 04 and my horse's name was Synergy.

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Synergy

Promote synergy
Like Jem and the Holograms
At a business meeting in hell.
For the music industry sacrifice
On the altar of youth
The cash goes in
The cheekbones sharpen
Each gold record taking one soul’s worth
Several gold records putting your soul
Into the negative
With platinum confirming immortality
At the cost of the synergy
Of every reason
You came here
In the first place



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2023-06-06 09:38 am
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oct 15th 2022 - a day at the races 03 - Silver Arrow

There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 03 from race 03 and my horse's name was Silver Arrow.

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Silver Arrow

Cupid’s ordnance
Upgraded love silos
Passion SCUDs
Cruise missiles of lust
Machine-gun passing fancies
From the distended barrels
Welded to the arms
Or Borg-like babies
Hovering, cloaked and radar invisible
Right behind you

The collateral damage of love bombs
Making celebrities out of people
At the right time and place

But in special cases of true love
A special arrow is loaded
A silver arrow that can’t miss

Love is silver poisoning
That can end in bands of gold

Cupid aims for the eyes
Because love is blind

Silver on our eyelids
For the journey

True love kills the werewolf

And cupid takes aim at you





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2023-06-06 09:35 am
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oct 15th 2022 - a day at the races 02 - anzac bay

There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 02 from race 02 and my horse's name was Anzac Bay.

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Anzac Bay

In deepest, darkest Anzac Bay
A woman gave her heart away
She threw it hard into the sea
A like a seal, it swam to me
I found the salty, beating thing
It begged me for a wedding ring
It flexed between my reddened hands
And spoke to me of shining lands
Promised wishes, love and light
And company in bed at night
It promised all my life did lack
If only I would take her back
Return her to the empty chest
And place her in her ribcage nest
This begging, pleading, bloody heart
The thumping, bleeding body part
Just wanted to go home again
My own heart quailed to heart it then
I asked the heart to take me to
Her chest and tell me what to do

I found her in a graveyard lot
“She died without her heart,” I thought
But when I read the headstone dates
And saw that she saw heaven’s gates
In nineteen ten. A century
Before her strong heart swam to me.

I have it still, right to this day
The heart I found in Anzac Bay





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2023-06-06 09:34 am
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Oct 15th 2022 - A Day At The Races 01 - Take Charge Gwen

There's an event called A Day at the Races where poets go to the horse races and they each pick a horse name at random from each of the seven races and then use that name as a prompt for a poem. At the end of the day, we read out the 'winning' poem from each race and then whatever other poems we think turned out pretty good. It's a fun day.

This is poem 01 from race 01 and my horse's name was Take Charge Gwen.

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Take Charge Gwen

Live Laugh Love
Eat Prey Predator
Fuck Marry Kill
Location, Location, Location
PBR
IPA
Take Charge Gwen

The car is a rental
We’re speeding towards two sunsets
With a trunk full of bad decisions
On four flat tires
The cliff is getting close
Take Charge Gwen

Gwen take the wheel
My own personal Gwen
Gwen is the way
The truth and the light
The power and the glory
Take Charge Gwen

We’re airborne and laughing
Gravity hugging us hard
The ground rushing up to kiss us passionately
Parachutes are still on the shopping list
It’s a cash-only world
My credit’s on fire
The drumroll is deafening
The cymbal crash is coming
Take Charge Gwen




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7/30 - Death Rides a Pale Horse

Death rides a pale horse
And you are the horse
And death has sharp spurs


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2019-02-26 11:34 am

Red Horse and Pink Turtle

A red horse and a pink turtle met in a field in the middle of winter. They were cold so they sought shelter in the nearby forest. Between the trees of the deep forest they found the Sun. It was dressed as an owl with red and yellow feathers shining like burnished brass that had been soaked in the sun. It radiated brazier heat, turning the trees and ground around them springtime. An albino raven perched on a branch just outside the aura of warmth, almost lost against the snow. Raven was the moon.

“Red horse. Pink turtle. You have found shelter with me but it comes at a price,” said Sun Owl.

“Price” croaked Moon Raven.

“You will have to join us. Become part of the pantheon,” invited Sun Owl.

“Join us” croaked Moon Raven.

“What shall we be?” asked Red Horse.

Turtle stared. He only spoke to add to the conversation. Horse had already asked the question he wanted to ask so he patiently waited for the answer.

“Red Horse, you shall be a new season of fire. You shall be my flare. You shall be my flint. You will walk among the brush and trees, igniting with your aura.” proclaimed Sun Owl.

Red Horse wasn’t so sure he liked this idea. He thought of all the death he could cause if he wasn’t careful. Not just humans but all the forest creatures. But if it meant he would live, he had a hard time refusing.

Sun Owl turned to Pink Turtle, “Turtle, you shall be a new season of winter without snow. A pink, naked season with branches withered, leaves and flowers dead, but no white blanket to tuck them in. A season of desolation without the muffling blizzard. If the clouds must burst, it will be rain. Mud will be plentiful. Erosion will change the face of mountains.”

Turtle, too, didn’t care for being the mascot or patron animal of this new season. But he preferred not to freeze to death as well.

Red Horse and Pink Turtle looked at each other.

“Decide” croaked the Raven.

Red Horse turned back to them and said yes. Turtle slowly nodded his head.

“Very well. You are chosen. Stay still. The raiments of your new office will coalesce around you.” said Sun Owl.

The air shimmered around Red Horse. His mane and tail burst into flame but it didn’t hurt. Fire skated over his torso, snaking and flickering but never going out. His eyes glowed red. The ground under his hooves started to smoke.

The air shimmered around Pink Turtle. He grew in size into an immense turtle as tall as Red Horse. His shell became encrusted with glittering frost that melted and dripped from the new icicle tips around it. He grew a beard of ice. His eyes fluoresced into the blue of sea algae at night.

They left the forest that night, saddened at their new duties but happy to be alive. They knew that they would rarely cross paths from this point forward. Being seasons, they had a lot of work to do. But luckily Sun Owl had said for they were chaotic beasts that could run and traverse the countries of the world with little rhyme or reason.

And roam they do. Valuing the times they meet. Spreading fire and mud everywhere else.



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2019-02-01 10:23 am

red horse

I pulled a horse out of my mouth yesterday.
It was bright red and sad.
A sorrowful beast so full of heaviness and rain that it had turned candy apple muscle.
It looked skinned.
Or painted by a child.
The process was like a birth
I unhinged my suddenly snake jaws to make it happen.
It cries in my kitchen now
Whinnying with such passionate, chugging sobs
Snot dripping freely from its muzzle
More sadness than horse
Listening to the rain outside
Communing with a depth of emotion I can’t fathom
For if I go too deep into that ocean I lose my way
in the darkness and the pressure
Not knowing which way is up
or home
I’ve been blind for years
As this pregnancy grew
This blockage in my throat
This red buck of paralyzing depression
Feeling a magnetic pull to beds
and not talking
I pet the horses damp mane but
An oar of happiness in an ocean of weeping doesn’t make a difference
I don’t know what to do about the horse
And my family will be home soon



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2010-11-23 12:15 pm
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November 30/30 - 22/30 - Western

The realization came to me on my own personal highway in the darkness like a wild mustang. The horse that drives my life is a living creature. It’s a symbiotic relationship. Am I driven by my horse or does it lead me? It has to be both. My hope is that my horse is allergic to cliffs, a fast runner, and has good night vision.

Two out of three ain’t bad.

With life lasting no longer than a sneeze, there are small moments of opportunity for rein-pulling direction changes.

I want my horse to buck more. I feel as if I’ve broken that horse properly over the years but that the most it does these days if flick an ear or swish a tail. I need adventure but that’s hard to do when so much experience has already bored your eyes to indifference. Nowadays, only loud noises causes reactions.

I want to lead this horse to water. I want to ride into rough towns and clean them up. I want the decades of my life to be westerns with happy endings.



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2007-10-25 11:45 pm
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Surface to Air

I didn’t cry at all when I saw the enemy soldiers executed but I shrieked like a child when they killed the horses.

They did it after the sunset. The sky was on fire with reds and pinks and oranges. The rifles rang out and the horses that weren’t killed instantly screamed until the soldiers reloaded and fired again to silence them forever.

I can still hear them.

I suppose we could have used the horses ourselves but really, we didn’t have enough supplies to feed them. We were out to cripple and hurt the enemy and this was one way to do it.

We fed the horses to our dragons.

Aerial combat had been a way of life for us. When the humans showed up through the gate with their revolutionary ideas of ground warfare, we were caught by surprise. The shot us out of the air. They had no honour.

They almost won.

We regrouped then, and over the course of last year, we have harried and damaged the humans until we are almost even. They cannot advance and neither can we push them back. Damages have been heavy on both sides.

I look over at my mount Shadefire and am momentarily repulsed as she greedily rips a horse’s leg off.

Her tiny mate is perched on her shoulder harness, waiting for scraps.

Thinking about the run-and-hide tactics we’ve been reduced to committing makes me feel like I’ve been infected with the human concept of honourless battle.

I will be happy when this war is over and once again, we can soar without fear of attack from the ground.



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2007-02-18 10:53 pm
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Rodeo

Dirty pictures sweep up the floor of a lonely one-room hardwood soul. If his glance is like a whip, then his stare is like a long hard silver hook. An invisible metal tractor-beam lasso pulling a person up and closer like one would pull a stump out of the ground with a winch and a Jeep.

Rodeo clowns watch other riders get thrown and then distract a massive force by being funny and terrified all at once. For an audience. To make the show run smoothly. To help.

And he is the rider.

He is almost too old for this profession. His skin is burnt and thick. He’s rough around the edges and he’s all edges. He is tendons wrapped around bones elastically bound together under emotionless mouthwash-blue squinting eyes. The only way to know his frame of mind is to smell him. Even old friends and ex-wives still have to guess.

There are no logos on his gear. He’s one of a handful left.

He throws the silver trailer door open. Pictures of women are stapled to the corkboard inside. They flutter in the desert wind, moving as he leaves, symbols of decades gone by. Feathered hair, blue mascara, and padded shoulders crowd in with trimmed bushes and fake boobs to flutter like flirting eyelashes at his back as he walks slowly towards the ring. He knows this will be the goodbye. This is the last ride.

Three steps down to the hardpack dusty ground that the wind has kept scoured clean since the dinosaurs. This is an ancient battleground.

Spurs mark the seconds and time slows for his walk into the enveloping noise of the crowd.

He climbs the fence beside the wild-eyed animal he’s going to beat. He gives the bull a Full Power Stare with no effect. This animal shrugs it off like no human being ever has with a snort. The rider swings a leg over, slowly sits in the saddle and wraps the reins twice around his right hand. He holds the left hand in the air and becomes a frowning determined statue to signal his readiness.

The announcer says the name of the next rider and the crowd falls silent. There is only the breathing of the bull echoing around the arena and a lean forward by everyone present.

A bell rings. Hinges scream. Fury pounds out of the gate.




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