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I realize that there's a part of me that only speaks under intense duress.
Is only awoken by nuclear war
Only makes wine when crushed under unsurvivable weight.
Only screams with eloquence when stepped on.
Like that thin layer of water under the impossible blade of an ice skate.
Like a parakeet in a fist
An accordion diamond
The squeezing of something until it fire hoses from the side
All that potential energy funneling through a pinprick chokepoint
And transmuting it
Like lead into gold
Changing all the pain into a direction
Creating a focus down the rifle barrel
A tunnel vision gear change
Into something that translates it all
It’s survival through ascension

Or maybe it’s just another form of running



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Panic can be quite the fuel for your tank
And last-minute dread quite the spur
Running on empty gives thrilling delights
For boredom, sweet fear is the cure

Prioritizing is easier when
Its triage in life’s wartime fray
When playing and working as hard as you can
Takes up every battleground day

Sleep deprivation and stimulant aids
Give some people driven intent
Invincibility seems like it’s possible
For those who are somnabulant

Too many balls in the air at all times
Gives license to many excuses
You're just way too busy, you say every day
When put to such myriad uses

The math doesn't work; to half-ass 12 things
No one has that many butts
Hexabutt people can't even exist
They wouldn't know when to wipe what

To say only yes is commendable, sure,
But that can bring people exhaustion
Sprinting for life is invigorating
But life is a marathon option

Burning those two-ended candles can kill
Sure, midnight has oil to burn
But you’re not a nocturnal owl at all
If you think so then you’ve got to learn

That tardiness due to frenetic lifestyles
And frantically running in late
Is something preventable we can avoid
It’s not a cute character trait

You’ll get better work done if you take your time
But I understand those that don’t
I used to live life at bullet-train’s pace
But nowadays I simply won’t

I’m sure that my age is a factor as much as
My youth was a factor back then
And ADHD and depression are things
And I sympathize with them when

I read about brains that can’t possibly cope
With the input that comes pouring through
But those aren’t the people I’m talking about
I’m taking about those people who

Get jacked from the rush of a sleepless two weeks
And enjoy the sweet hum of fatigue
Who work til they drop but then can’t get to sleep
So they start a whole basketball league

If you’re spread too thin then you might disappear
So take care of your body and mind
I know I’m a hypocrite saying all this
But life will pay YOU back in kind

If twice as bright but half as long
And leaving good looking remains
Is what you internally crave then you’ll get
What you want as you loosen life’s reins

Living fast and dying young
can happen to anyone here
I made it through and I have some advice
So I want to be perfectly clear

Please slow it down just at least now and then
As you navigate life’s raging river
And sometimes, just sometimes, resist the next urge
To open ‘er up and just give ‘er

A long life’s a sweet one so try to be calm
Be tortoise when racing with hares
Your friends will be sad if you’re gone so stay here
You’re wrong if you think no one cares



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We tried everything but the kid was just too fast. He ran right off the Earth into space. We were hoping to break speed records when we bred him. A snip of a molecule here, a tweak of an atom there. We only wanted to cheat and win some gold medals for our country.

We were too good. The kid could move himself around the room with a muscle twitch. The snap of each muscle fiber contraction set off miniature sonic booms. We had him contained but he’d run into the walls just by taking a step. The concussions were killing him and he’d rocket around in his room like a pinball every time he had a nightmare.

We had to let him out. We had theories about how to slow him down so that he could function in society and we tried them out. Speed retardant. Friction enhancers. We injected negative velocity serums into his bloodstream. We coated him with time suspension gel. We even dialed his quantum universe placement signature to always be ten feet behind where he actually was.

Nothing worked.

Early in the morning, we carefully put him into a wheelchair and told him to stay still. We took him out into the field above the secret sub-basement where he’s spent his entire life. He was immediately agoraphobic when he saw the blue sky and clouds so far above. His eyes were wide.

“No walls.” He said. He was six. Those were the last words we heard him say.

He twitched his head to the left and my glasses broke from the shockwave. He stood up, immediately displacing the air into flames around him for a second with the friction. Anything standing in front of him would have been vaporized from the small blast wave.

He looked into the distance and cocked his head.

And disappeared. The trail of churned earth and scorched grass that flew up like a roostertail fell back to earth lazily, reclaimed by gravity. His tracks ended twenty feet away. At first, we’d though that he had vaporized.

Then I looked up and saw the hole in the clouds. Taking a minute of drift into account, it looked like it would have been about parallel with the end of his tracks.

We got the defcon warning two minutes later that there had been an unauthorized missile launch from our co-ordinates. We invoked our black book top-secret status and that went away. Defcon stood back down to previous levels.

I want to believe that our child broke the light barrier. I want to believe that he has landed exhausted and happy on another planet.

I want to believe that he hasn’t run into the heart of a star or that he has somehow not died in the cold vacuum of space.





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Hey there! I remember an old movie with Christopher Walken. I really enjoyed it. It was called Brainstorm. It was the last movie that Natalie Wood ever made. It was a film about virtual reality in a way. It explored the possibility of recording experiences and then playing them back. That would entail some pretty wild things. They did a similar thing in that film Strange Days. Anyway, it sort of led me to this idea.

->CLICK HERE<-



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Here's the footage of me crossing the finish line at the Underwear Dash. It's from the coverage. I love how they gave me the comedy harmonica music.





Check out the full coverage ->here<-

and here's the photo that Sam thinks should be on the cover of the Georgia Straight.





Crazy.


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I thought it would be funny to mix up Wolverine from the X-Men and that old film Logan's Run. It's a great idea. I think it's a winner. Very silly but good.

Mutant powers kick in at 30 years of age.

This whole society knows what happens when a person gains their mutant abilities. Sure, some of those powers are benign. The ability to sculpt light, for instance, or the ability to perfectly mimic the sounds of animals.

But more often than not, the powers are terrible and evil. Like the ability to read minds and influence memory. The ability to manipulate metal with a thought. Invulnerability. Flight. Heat vision.

As the man said, power corrupts and absolute power corrupts absolutely. The mutant wars of the past nearly caused the extinction of the human race. It was a close war. All of the mutants were killed. The surface of the Earth was ravaged, though, and it was only through the minds of the brilliant human scientists that the human population was saved.

Humans live in domed arcologies now. The cities are utopias. The cities are peaceful and optimistic. The populace is physically fit and happy.

They all commit suicide on their thirtieth birthdays in giant cremation ceremonies that the whole cities attend. They are called Renewal days. They keep the society free of mutations and the possibility of extinction. They give their lives to keep the human race free of super powers.

This is the story of James Howlett, otherwise known as Logan. He is a police officer. He is known as a Wolverine.

There are small numbers of people in this society who believe that state-sanctioned suicide on one’s thirtieth birthday is wrong. They hide out. They wait for their mutant powers to manifest. They try to live in secret or escape the arcology.

It is the job of the Wolverines to hunt them down and kill them before they team up or attempt to disrupt the society.

Logan is 29. He is smart. His grandfather was one of the scientists who made the society. He is a fierce fighter. He was looking forward to the Renewal society but he’s having second thoughts.

On his thirtieth birthday, he didn’t go to the renewal ceremony. The age-sensor underneath his skin turned red. He was a mutant now.

He was caught on a main thoroughfare and shot by his fellow Wolverines.

His wounds healed instantly. He killed his friends and escaped out into the wastelands.

He is there now, starting a home for other mutants.



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Haniffer Solowitz was a jackass.

I hated that guy. He’d grown up on Kessel station with us and he had a girl’s name. His father, Flint, had named him after his own grandmother. Then Flint had fled the station one night on a freighter bound for The Troubles.

Hannifer’s mother was not against the occasional bit of whoring to get food and money. His upbringing left a lot to be desired. Still, even that could have worked in his favour sympathy-wise if he hadn’t been such a jerkasaurus. The kid fought like a wolverine. Every day. It took nothing to set him off. We’d go make him mad when we were bored which, on a station this size, was all the time.

He hated women. Something about his mom. After puberty, though, boy! He’d go through them like a chainsaw. It made me ill. And they’d flock! The more hearts he broke, the more got in line to be broken. I can’t deny that we were all jealous but it made almost the entire male half of the class sullen. We’d made fun of Hannifer’s mom and his girly name all his life so we couldn’t blame him for not speaking to us.

I think that secretly, we would have welcomed pointers from him on how to get girls. It was too late for that now. We’d alienated him and he’d risen to the challenge instead of becoming a recluse. Oh, how the tables turn.

He hung out with people much older than us. Twice, I’d seen him through the shields at the station’s bar playing 3poker with tug pilots. They liked his spunk well enough but I’d watch their smiles fall when he won their money.

I remember once he showed up a black eye and keys to a racer. It was the kind of pretentious racer that only had room for two, if you know what I mean. It was also streamlined and arrow-shaped which was totally unnecessary in frictionless space. It would never have been able to withstand atmosphere so the design was just pretentious. He called the front airlocks ‘suicide doors’. And it was bright red.

And I would have given my left nut to have a ride in it, let alone own it.

If Haniffer’s stock amongst the ladies had been gold before, now it was hypercrystal.

I guess he just outgrew this place. He dropped out and started gambling full time. He even ran The Run a couple of times in that little racer of his. The tug pilots let him go out on short-haul missions with him. Some of the tug pilots were known smugglers. I doubt his mother even noticed he was gone.

She died in a messy decompression accident when he was away one time. He came home and trashed the bar when he heard the news. He was tasered and put in the brig. He was in prison during his mother’s funeral. It was an automated process and no one else showed up. The preacher's recorded voice spooled out the non-denominational ceremony to an empty room before her body was ‘locked.

He never came back after that. I had heard that he’d gone straight to the bar after getting out of jail and apologized to the owner. The owner had laughed and said it was okay. He’d seen his share of rough customers. Hannifer had asked if there were any real card games going on and the bar owner had pointed at a table full of legitimate gun-runners who belonged to a credited smuggler’s guild. The stakes were guaranteed to be high.

God only knows what he offered just to get into the game.

He walked away with one of their ships, though, and left Kessel station after winning The Run with it.

I didn’t see him again until ten years later. I remember I was eating spaghetti. The fork was paused, halfway to my mouth, as I goggled at the tri-d.

The Princess was pinning a medal on him for being a hero of the rebellion. I didn’t even know that the empire had fallen!

I should have been jealous but after a close-up on that crooked smile of his, I felt good. I felt like he was one of us and that one of us had made it.






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