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My back is a forest fire of blown-out birthday candle wishes
I fly a flag of smoke signals behind me up into the sky
The charcoal ghost of a lighthouse
The absent student in my chest
Becoming a mirror that mattresses use for instagram
The orchard in my ribs accordions shut
And wheezes wide like the mouth of a monster
The one-two applause of my heart
Constantly losing its slippery, spasming grip on my blood
The sound of one hand slow clapping
These shotgun shells I use for eyes need watering
To dampen the gunpowder
The world clatters past and around me
A circus of shopping carts and lost pet posters
A new forgiveness needed every day
The spare key is no longer under the doormat
Or the flower pot
And I feel like I’ve become an avid collector of targets
Hoarding them shoplifter under my coat
I feel the sunlight of hope searing my skin with a hiss
The slow roll of my gift-wrapped brain
As it tries to snakeskin out of it
I improvise a few smiles
I try on a few more degrees of glee
It’s not a mess in here on purpose
I’m just trying to throw off the scent
Distracting the hunt too successfully
Like wearing camouflage
When no one’s even looking at you
Saving up for invisibility
When it was given to you years ago for free
I live in a greeting card
Where saving up for a rainy day is impossible
Because it’s raining all the time
Every finish line has ‘jk’ written on the other side
Don’t get me wrong
It’s bearable
It’s beautiful
It definitely has its moments
And I love being here
But patience is too flammable
Fear is too common
Facts are too malleable
And the forest is way too smoky
For anything other than glimpses
Of peace



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The forced groan of exhaust that squeaked through the rotted pipe coated his aching lungs. To be an air scrubber in the toxic atmosphere of Railtown was a death sentence without regular maintenance. After two more weeks of this, though 56Raul2080, he’d need a complete overhaul.

Visibility in the human spectrum down here was zero as rainbows of fog and smoke from the low-level factories poured out, some heavier and spiraling down like waterfalls and some rising. Most of it drifted like the bands of cloud on a gas giant, disturbing in swirls by constant passing traffic. Bullets through curtained sheets of gas. A demonstration of chaos.

The sensory equipment of 56Raul saw through the smoke. He saw the archipelagos of untethered islands floating in the smoke, the long spacetoucher buildings girdering up into the sky. They had no windows down this low. Nothing to see out of windows this low aside from smears of pastel death and besides, the corrosive gases would eat through the transparent materials or at least scour the outside until they were frosted over opaque.

56Raul’s metal frame bobbed through the air, his wide mouth scooping in huge gulps of gas. It was sorted and compressed into interior channels. Most of the chambers in his storage stomachs were extremely volatile. One spark or puncture and he’d most likely explode. It was hazardous work down here.

He was paid in valuable Acoin, though, a currency for the silicate. One of the few freedoms the artificial had was being able to participate in the online economy. 56Raul, being so huge and weighing so much, would never have fit through the doorways of a regular meatwalker store. But once he got back to his station bay, he could buy time in the sim farms or rent episodes of good shows or even order possessions. The hardware was the most useless. It all melted or sponged in the atmosphere down here eventually. No point in cosmetic paint jobs or add-ons either for the same reason.

The machines had an artform of bringing have toys and not-sentient machines down here and letting them melt in interesting ways. 56Raul was no exception. Currently he had an Eiffel Tower made of human toothbrushes slowly bending Dali-like down to the floor. 56Rauls had seen all of these references online and enjoyed making sculptures of things long-dead, things he’d never interfaced with his own cameras. It was a way of proving the ephemeral to himself.

In two hours, he’d be back in his bay. One of the hundreds of pod bays honeycombed into the thousands of his parent company’s scrubber garages, scattered through the fog like seeds in the meat of a melon. He’d order some screamgrind off the charts to lullaby him into standby, hook himself into the purge hoses to unload his stomachs into the different output conduits for processing, and see if his shipment of purple left-handed toothbrushes had arrived yet.

But for now, he coasted, radar blasting the opaque oceanworld of smoke outside of his shell, wary of traffic, eating and scrubbing the thick soup of death, feeling happy and alive and content.



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The bartender got its power from burning some of the alcohol flowing through its thick arteries. Barteries, they were called. Right now, the bartender was relaxing and polishing the bar. Someone had put a tuxedo shirt and a handlebar moustache on it. It needed oil. Its elbow squeaked. It stank of exhaust.

The place was slow. Four stocky older women sat around the stage, waiting for the angels to come out and dance.

The place was thick with smoke. Cigarettes and cigars had really caught on again after the cure for cancer was given to us.

I looked around at the red naugahyde booths and the peeling paint on the floor. Any other area in town and they’d be going for a ‘look’. Not here. This was just a dive with old-school blu-rays hanging from the ceiling, twisting in the smoke-filled air that the ceiling fans were failing to push around.

It was called Hangman’s Nook.

Hangman himself was sitting in one of the booths away from the stage and staring right at me with his one good eye. The other one, the black one with the red dot in the center, darted over the conceivable places on my person where I could be carrying a concealed weapon. I never got used to it.

“Hey Lucy.” Said Hangman.

I walked up and sat down across from him. The music started thudding through the soup of smoke. The speakers had too much treble and were too broken to provide enough bass. They crackled through the opening strains of a big hit from ten years ago.

The angels took the stage. The women transferred their cigarettes to their mouths and gave some brief applause before going back to staring and tapping ash onto the stage.

“So, how it is, you being here and me pulling through,” I began, “I mean, even if I didn’t stop by, you’d know, right? So I figure it’s like a courtesy, right? I mean, that was all a long time ago. Scores were reset to zero by the arrivals, way? I mean, we go back a long time.”

Hangman stared at me.

“I mean. What it’s like, like I said, I could have just breezed.” I said.

Hangman kept staring. I really didn’t like the situation. The angels on the stage were dancing with empty expressions on their faces and those white eyes and those perfect bodies. Their wings were ragged. The girls stared glassily at their gyrations. One of girls was drooling.

Hangman leaned forward through the layers of smoke.

“Lucy. Have a drink.” He said. And smiled. It was the smile of a basilisk.

I smiled back. I might just get out of this alive.







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